Its a living world of pain. I'm trying my best. But its driving me insane. When things go right. My brain goes afar from happy. I'm sad inside my heart. I'm sad inside my brain. The pain of living. Is becoming tough to deal with. Only when I'm asleep am I free. The life worth … Continue reading “My brain.”
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Untitled 3
Drown me out, Take everything. Forget the sound, My light brings. Clarion call; Soul song, Quite an eerie Melody. Atleast the part I still sing. Questioning, The connection between You and me. That never leaves; Just gets buried Underneath, The Ego of me. Help me break free, And reconnect To the unconitional Love I seek. … Continue reading Untitled 3
I miss you
I miss you when The seasons change I miss you on the good And bad days I miss you when my heart Begins to race I just miss you I miss the times we Used to share I miss the fact you're No longer here I miss the way We used to stare Like nothing … Continue reading I miss you
Dancing With The Devil
Welcome to the post-apocalyptic wasteland Testing intestinal fortitude every day now Questions of reality are in the distance Caught up in our daily obstacles we are traversing Find me in the resistance keeping forward momentum I heard someone say I'm reckless No I'm just living in the fast lane No fear or depression Strength can … Continue reading Dancing With The Devil
“Depressive Broken.”
I hold in my hand, dust. I wish for comfort without, lust. I try so much to jusy, trust. I break at might alone, lost. I'm hurting inside past, ghost. I'm thinking of alot of my, suicide. I'm not on a spiral down, just. Trying to find a way out, purpose. Where is my emotions, … Continue reading “Depressive Broken.”
“The cold void heart”
The cold, the cold. The breeze it wanders. In my lone, I stand like stone. In oblivion I am in this freeze. More cold, yet less feeling. I've grown tired of mourning. And of the lies. And of the longing for something fake. I was but a warm body to use. The cold, the cold. … Continue reading “The cold void heart”
Wildfire…
Wild; Fire in the heart. Wild; Fire in the dark. Wild; Fire with the spark. Into the wild, Unknown we embark. ...... Tripping; On the hippy stamp. Electric Vybe, Like a fucking amp. Dance; With the flames at, My center camp. Lately; My moods been, Dull & damp. I wanna, Be the champ, But; I'm … Continue reading Wildfire…
Funeral…
Let us have, A moment of silence. May we chill, And; Tone down the violence? Do you think, We will find peace, Within defiance? Probably not, so; Let us have, A moment of silence, And; Blow my ashes, Across remote islands. ... ... ... ... ... My days are numbered... My end is near... My … Continue reading Funeral…
MadHatter…
MadHatter... - - (Queen Of Hearts) What's the reason, For your treason? Guards! Off with his head! --- --- (Mad Hatter) Its too late; I've already lost it, My dear. There is nothing left here, That I am able to fear. I'm as mad as they come. This broken heart of mine, Is far beyond … Continue reading MadHatter…
Cruel…
How you gonna be, How you gonna be, Soo cruel..? Love n' loyalty, Those my only rules... How you gonna be, How you gonna be, Soo cruel..? Leave me lookin' like a fool, Bet you think you're soo cool... But really; You're soo cruel, soo cruel... ........ Please tell me, This is all, Some kind … Continue reading Cruel…
Rage2…
I feel myself, Burning; Burning through, My skin. Seems my patience, Is paper thin, Ashes carried away, With the wind. Gasoline is quite, A good representation, Of sin; I allow the rage, To ignite it once again, Lord knows there's been, Much stronger men, I'm not much to defend. Sometimes, My internal flame, Is my … Continue reading Rage2…
Anthem…
I feel... That everyone, Expects; Me to be strong. I feel... Like maybe, I've been, Living my life, Completely wrong. I feel... That I'm just, Another; Same old song, Sad sing-along. I feel... Like the individual, Who never, Found the place, That he belongs. But; No matter what, I'mma keep moving on. --- Love, Or; … Continue reading Anthem…
Ears…
Hello.... Can you hear, Me whisper, Into your ears? I come in the form, Of your doubts, Subconscious & peers. Don't you know, I can relieve your tears? Don't you know, I've been with you, All these years? Influencing; Your decisions, Keeping your vision, Unclear. I'll keep you, Nestled with fear. Don't mind if I, … Continue reading Ears…
Smile…
Smile; What's that? Smile; What's that? Smile; No seriously, I wanna know, What's that? Once upon a time, I had one, but; It never came back. ...... Can't you see that, My heart & soul, Are both demolished? Seems society thinks, My attitude, Should be polished. So in turn; I kept my defense, Somewhat stonewallish. … Continue reading Smile…
Vinyl…
My head is spinning, Like a vinyl record baby. You say that I'm crazy, I say that I'm just, What God made me. After all; My life, Has been a bit hazey. My days gettin' lazy, I'm on the highway, To Hades; Going ghost, Like Swayze, No one; Can save me. Stay away, I've contracted, … Continue reading Vinyl…
