So silent the creep of sounds falling upon deaf ears of stranger. The wind plays across my life so silent, but I smell the sin in the air so simple. Now static takes over amongst the voices bleeding through my every. These day only people hide their tears hidden in shadow behind pictures. Pictures behind … Continue reading “The wind.”
Innocence Lost. (with Amelia, Jigha, & Explicit) - - (Explicit) What the fuck is innocence? Mine died, A long fuckin' time ago. What the fuck is innocence? Is there; Anything good left to know? I said; What the fuck is innocence, Mine died, A long fuckin' time ago. What the fuck is innocence, Hmm... Guess … Continue reading Innocence Lost.
I bore and grow tired of this mess of a body which is not worth. Ugly. Mine to call home, yet in the mirror I see I'm broken, distressed and distraught. Disgust. I walk away as I count the days under my footsteps in pain ill trust for I know this journey will. Hurt. The … Continue reading “Sharpened drive in life.”
In the past I walked in meadows in dark clad hood. I walked feeling Gaia beneath my feet. I wandered in shadow for I thought I was unique. I felt the pure power in my arms and palms, and the shudder below my feet. In earth and fire... I swore upon falsehoods and begged for … Continue reading “Devil days.”
Spiraling downward, fought til the ends of the ocean. Deep inside a melody of taut pain's. Hated troubles out in the waters of times sand. Away, away, and what with this simple man? Burdened by useless troubles. Buried by the truth. For toxic poison in this life is, but me. The waters now splash before … Continue reading “Amidst the cove.”
Its a living world of pain. I'm trying my best. But its driving me insane. When things go right. My brain goes afar from happy. I'm sad inside my heart. I'm sad inside my brain. The pain of living. Is becoming tough to deal with. Only when I'm asleep am I free. The life worth … Continue reading “My brain.”
I hold in my hand, dust. I wish for comfort without, lust. I try so much to just, trust. I break at night alone, lost. I'm hurting inside past, ghost. I'm thinking of alot of my, suicide. I'm not on a spiral down, just. Trying to find a way out, purpose. Where is my emotions, … Continue reading “Depressive Broken.”
The cold, the cold. The breeze it wanders. In my lone, I stand like stone. In oblivion I am in this freeze. More cold, yet less feeling. I've grown tired of mourning. And of the lies. And of the longing for something fake. I was but a warm body to use. The cold, the cold. … Continue reading “The cold void heart”
Like ashes in the wind. We faulty upon our win's We fall upon a whim. I tried my hardest to fall. Off that cliff that hung me away. Flattened like a attempt in vain. Brought forth the end of days. Swore war for the hell that awaits. Only to forge myself in the fires of … Continue reading “Like the wind”
paths unchosen, and yet whats the smell of october. the rain's they come without notice. the unspoken sometimes know. if only the war was without the battlefields. its not too wrong right? the singer steps forward sweat pouring, like the rain. only in chaos they scream. i feel the poems slip out so fast. right … Continue reading “Across the heart”
To an all; of an; frozen gaze. Burns like hell; when the world is inside eh? ,but sleep is for the weak. Damn it hurts so much just to close my eyes... Tears of blood rain.. When i got so much left to see.. Only a world framed in a card.. a puzzle, and to … Continue reading The girl at the bar.
Im swept away in this cold drift. She faked her way out of every meet. Lied later to her content. Im the bad guy. Flip the lanes. I barely have any friends noone to cope with. And nobody fucking cares. Nobody to spend a chat with So... I sleep, sleep, sleep! This life away... This … Continue reading “Sleeping away life.”
Sometime I take a trip down strawberry hills. Lay in the grassy fields. Wind blows softly in the air. Cold tinge and frozen hay. Laying in the grass the sky is forever clouds. While I'm higher I sometimes relax into a way. Its strawberry hills that come to mind. As I drift away time, to … Continue reading “Higher.”
Rushed through days on end. Broken glass and egg shells. Wondering where life will begin. Only to have the shell come with memory. And the broken glass of treachery. I feel lone in this world of books and faces. I wander this star lit sky with my eyes. As the cold grows onto my skin. … Continue reading “Faulty tears.”
Walking in mist. I feel followed by stars. Yet I am not one. I burn so unbright, change. She walks into the ocean. Such waves I never comprehend. Unspoken tales and desperate rage. Within words I can't explain. The ways of interest are just a drunken sad. A love so lost no; one finds a … Continue reading “The hardest part is.”