I hold in my hand, dust. I wish for comfort without, lust. I try so much to jusy, trust. I break at might alone, lost. I'm hurting inside past, ghost. I'm thinking of alot of my, suicide. I'm not on a spiral down, just. Trying to find a way out, purpose. Where is my emotions, … Continue reading “Depressive Broken.”
The cold, the cold. The breeze it wanders. In my lone, I stand like stone. In oblivion I am in this freeze. More cold, yet less feeling. I've grown tired of mourning. And of the lies. And of the longing for something fake. I was but a warm body to use. The cold, the cold. … Continue reading “The cold void heart”
Like ashes in the wind. We faulty upon our win's We fall upon a whim. I tried my hardest to fall. Off that cliff that hung me away. Flattened like a attempt in vain. Brought forth the end of days. Swore war for the hell that awaits. Only to forge myself in the fires of … Continue reading “Like the wind”
paths unchosen, and yet whats the smell of october. the rain's they come without notice. the unspoken sometimes know. if only the war was without the battlefields. its not too wrong right? the singer steps forward sweat pouring, like the rain. only in chaos they scream. i feel the poems slip out so fast. right … Continue reading “Across the heart”
To an all; of an; frozen gaze. Burns like hell; when the world is inside eh? ,but sleep is for the weak. Damn it hurts so much just to close my eyes... Tears of blood rain.. When i got so much left to see.. Only a world framed in a card.. a puzzle, and to … Continue reading The girl at the bar.
Im swept away in this cold drift. She faked her way out of every meet. Lied later to her content. Im the bad guy. Flip the lanes. I barely have any friends noone to cope with. And nobody fucking cares. Nobody to spend a chat with So... I sleep, sleep, sleep! This life away... This … Continue reading “Sleeping away life.”
Sometime I take a trip down strawberry hills. Lay in the grassy fields. Wind blows softly in the air. Cold tinge and frozen hay. Laying in the grass the sky is forever clouds. While I'm higher I sometimes relax into a way. Its strawberry hills that come to mind. As I drift away time, to … Continue reading “Higher.”
Rushed through days on end. Broken glass and egg shells. Wondering where life will begin. Only to have the shell come with memory. And the broken glass of treachery. I feel lone in this world of books and faces. I wander this star lit sky with my eyes. As the cold grows onto my skin. … Continue reading “Faulty tears.”
Walking in mist. I feel followed by stars. Yet I am not one. I burn so unbright, change. She walks into the ocean. Such waves I never comprehend. Unspoken tales and desperate rage. Within words I can't explain. The ways of interest are just a drunken sad. A love so lost no; one finds a … Continue reading “The hardest part is.”
There was a boy once that drifted in the clouds. one day he started to scream at them and then suddenly he became a very good person. He was always honest, and good to people. He did the best that he could with the life that was gave to him. Suddenly he ended up going … Continue reading Clouds.
I slowly exit into the cold light. A leaf falls as sadness is spoken. I wish I had all the money. So I could have my own way and home. Home. A place where I could be happy and alone.. Like the leaf that falls so elegantly. I wish I could strum my guitar well. … Continue reading “Night sky.”
The old horse fired up to life as I inhaled. Quickly he felt a word build in him then didn’t speak as the man next to him jumped down, out of his door of his sixteen wheeler. He quickly flicked the shitty old smoke, and glanced at his cigar saved and old tasted like shit, … Continue reading Truck ride.
so real, so almost. I cant type away as my tears patter upon the ground. I cant think, yet inside theres nothing to make worth. I'm broken, to those around me. I'm cold, to those who want me. I'm somber and fluid to nothing, but a moment. I'm a fool for I believed in love, … Continue reading “It was.”
You control your thoughts of the mind. You feel your emotions of the felt. You hurt the young hearts movement. Oh the wise wonder. Teeth tickle. wind. Dragons tears cried over virgin princess lost. Oh join me in the land of jigha Shall we romp in the razor flowers? Or the pretty butterfly's of shame. … Continue reading “Listen..”
Cold. Clammy. Tired.... Of this life. As my kidneys maybe fail. As the heart in my chest skips sometimes. As my liver only takes alcohol but hurts sometimes As my scars fade... As my emotions dull.. As my teeth decay. As my eyes blind more. As my hair line decreases. As my ugly body fails … Continue reading “Ive grown.”