Dear XXXX, Cant believe I am starting it this with these words, but I'm sorry for everything and the way things ended. I'm sorry I couldn't be whatever or whoever you needed me to be for you to be able to grow with me. I wish things turned out differently. You were the only person … Continue reading A Letter I will Never Send
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I’m Trying…
I'm trying my hardest not to miss you; everyday.
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
I'll never say it out loud But i miss you. The person, Not the hell we went through. But why? Why do my thoughts Constantly remind me. Of everything. No peace. Just the mess left, the heart; wrecked. Tears in my eyes at i write. Fucking up, cant even spell tonight. You left a hole, … Continue reading GET OUT OF MY HEAD
Kids…
The future; Is in the hands, Of the youth. Eager & hungry, Minds... Will you feed them, Lies or truth? Will you be there, To guide them, Or perhaps give, Yet; Another excuse? "They'll be fine" Right... Because, You're living proof? Raised similarly, So tell me; Did you turn out, The way that, You truly … Continue reading Kids…
Vibes…
Vibration through the universe, Coded messages hidden in reverse, One day these demons will disperse, It can't get better til it gets worse. - - - Vibration through the universe, Coded messages hidden in reverse, One day these demons will disperse, It can't get better til it gets worse. ........ These vibes feel wrong. My … Continue reading Vibes…
Pride…
I'm trying to love myself, Without loving myself, Too much. One of mankind's, Biggest demises is, That we often lose touch. Addicted to the rush, Of self loathing, Buried deep beneath, Confidence clothing. ...... Do I got; Big pride or, Big passion? I don't fuckin' know.. Why do you, Think I'm askin'? Lately; I've been, … Continue reading Pride…
Wires…
Don't cross me, I'll; Start a fire... Don't cross me, I'll; Start a fire... My mind elevates, To; Levels much higher... Driven by desire, So; You ready to cross, My wires? I don't think soo... Noo; I don't think you're ready, To start; That type of fire, just yet... Promise that's something, You'll regret... Wanna … Continue reading Wires…
Poppa…
Whenever I feel low, I know; You always got me. Although, Love isn't always, What I'd show, I know; You always got me. I am fragile, I am weak, But you know, I'll make my way out. I couldn't escape, If I tried... Well you know, I've learned to stand, My own ground. Thank you … Continue reading Poppa…
Run…
My mind runs, My mind runs, Could I catch up? Inna world of pressure, Squeezing me like ketchup. So exhausted, man I'm fed up, Thinkin' bout' all the things, That led up to this. Treadmill belt turning, I'm running towards bliss. But; My ankle is still anchored, Into the abyss, so if by; The grace … Continue reading Run…
Nevermind…
What was I saying? Oh; Nevermind... Where was I going? Somewhere that, I'd never find. - - - What was I saying? Oh; Nevermind... Where was I going? Somewhere that, I'd never find. - - - What was I saying? Oh; Nevermind... Where was I going? Somewhere that, I'd never find. Meditate; In the moonlight, … Continue reading Nevermind…
Graveyard…
I'm dead; So let me sleep. Let me rest my head, Before you weep. I paint this picture, For you to keep. I faded to darkness, Cause' that's what, They painted me. Isn't it; The pain you see? Or; Is this shit, All just, Some big mystery? Carving bones, Into; Skeleton keys, I; Unlock the … Continue reading Graveyard…
Rubix³…
Tryna' figure me? Good luck... I can't even figure, Myself. Don't try to figure me, It'll be... Ohh; It'll be bad for, Your health. Tryna' figure me? Good luck... You're gonna need it. Don't try to figure me, Please; It's suicide, I mean it. - - - Tryna' figure me? Good luck... You're gonna need … Continue reading Rubix³…
Momma…
Momma; I know life ain't easy. Momma; I know you've done all, That you could. &; I wanna thank you, For that; By loving you the way, That a son should. Momma; Bless you & your heart. Momma; Without you I'd have no start. Momma; Thank you for everything, Momma... Thank you, For giving me, … Continue reading Momma…
Found…
Kinda; Sorta lost. I'm; In debt, To the cost. But; I swear this, To the cross, This be; The last time, Me & lost, Cross paths. ...... All my life, I've been tryna', Collect the pieces, To this; Unsolvable puzzle. All my life, I've been tryna', Find my way through, To the otherside, Of this … Continue reading Found…
Meta⁴…
OK... My existence, Is a meta⁴, For; Every other, Mother fucker, On this Earth, That's; Not quite sure, Bout' the, Waves or war, &; Riptides in store. Pull the flashlight, From; Out the drawer, To shine on, Yeah... To shine on, My impurities... Demons; In the form of, My insecurities... I need a hero like, … Continue reading Meta⁴…
