my insides are breaking thanks to mistakes I've been making. I'm not complaining, im happy I'm draining. all the toxin that I thought was medicine, drinking it in, expecting benefit, has finally been revealed, as a time waster and sickness I can feel. Love burned hot enough to melt steel, now I'm ice cold and … Continue reading Cavern Cracks
I cleaned my car out today. it felt a little funny, almost like stepping out of detox therapy. Strange. When I was inside the rugs were littered with debris, conglomerating into a garbage sea. from long voyages across bridges, akin to journeys through the mind. Never finding time to sort through, what came to. Each … Continue reading Cleaned out My Car
Mirror, oh Mirror Show me everything You see. Show me everything I could be. Show me the truth We both seek. Mirror, my mirror Show me my soul Guide me tonight Remind me I'm whole. With or without Young or old Remind me Of love. Dont let me Be cold. Mirror, oh sweet mirror The … Continue reading Mirror
Eyes wide open I stare, Tho sleep Has me snared. In a warzone Of fear. Nightmares Live here. ~~~~~ Amplified versions Of reality swear, I'm awake, I'm awake. But it's too late. I'm caught in That fearscape. Once again, Everynight. Sweet lullabies Turn to screams And silent cries. Its here true fear Lies. Awake unable … Continue reading Nightmares
I let fear win, Relating to my heart And my own indecision. Never again.
Well here we go, promise I'm not too drunk to flow. Seems to help though. As i'm not sure why I'm rhyming yo. How do I tell you I was confused, abused, and delusional. How do I explain my brain ain't quite the same. I'm a bit more deranged than I claim, but crazy's always … Continue reading Feelin’
I write to you, in one of the many ways I can. So let me tell you this story of a not so far away land. A parallel life existence, where everything's switched and different. Not like "Alice" though cause this shit ain't fiction. But before I get too far off track I had to … Continue reading DREAMS