Eyes wide open I stare, Tho sleep Has me snared. In a warzone Of fear. Nightmares Live here. ~~~~~ Amplified versions Of reality swear, I'm awake, I'm awake. But it's too late. I'm caught in That fearscape. Once again, Everynight. Sweet lullabies Turn to screams And silent cries. Its here true fear Lies. Awake unable … Continue reading Nightmares
I write to you, in one of the many ways I can. So let me tell you this story of a not so far away land. A parallel life existence, where everything's switched and different. Not like "Alice" though cause this shit ain't fiction. But before I get too far off track I had to … Continue reading DREAMS
You still cross My mind; now opened. My eyes a bit Unfocused. Through the Emotions. I still hold You close. In my mind. A few blows To the head. Had me lost in time. Then I realized. I am not loved. I am the lonely One. I want for you; The sky, the sun, Moon … Continue reading Realization
Its started again. The rhyming in my head; Which I cant Comprehend. Is it a trend? Or a way To make amends; With myself I have hidden. Within the shadows of oblivion. As I slowly loose my grip. Now its changing. Let the shifting begin, As a way to ascend. To a higher thought process, … Continue reading Again
They called me two faced; That's not the issue. Duality's the maze, I fall in; get chained to. Minds always in a race, With the me of yesterday. I feel crazed, in a haze; Stuck between insane, And the bipolar mundane. Emotions. So many polarities, More vast than the ocean. No wonder in coastin'; I'm … Continue reading Gemini
In my silence. It's there you see In my silence The pain and greif In my silence I let it recede In my silence The love I never speak In my silence I'm allowed to set free In my silence Yet I still hold the belief.
~♤~ Come now, let's chat awhile; Look beyond The dazzling smile. A heart fractured; in denial. Continuing on through this cycle. ~♡~ Deeper yet, My mind goes. Following this Sick ass flow. Down, down The rabbit hole. Not alice, But feel quite close. ~♧~ Bipolar lows, And Manic highs. Heartfelt laughs; To broken cries. As … Continue reading Mind’s Eye