I'm tired and I'm broken. No one should have to handle all this alone. All the responsibility. All the stress. All the pain. Never any real help. No support. Just more responsibility and demands being made to provide even more of what someone else needed. This own self fading fast. And more stress from being … Continue reading Past Participle →

Not that what I think matters in the least, but I would respect a simple "hey get off my dick" a lot more than being blown off. As would most people. I mean, what the fuck is wrong with this town that people can't just say what they mean, straight up. ? Tell me that. … Continue reading Oh, and did I ever mention, this town … →

its easier to say “i don’t know” than explain you just cant you’re just over it its not enough you realize you gave too much of yourself you realize it was all for nothing people suck you cant let go you have to your heart wont listen you can never make it right love isnt … Continue reading Because sometimes … →

Poisonous people. We all know at least one. Wether its a friend or a gf/bf or even a family member. In my case of course its a girl. But I think the behavior applys to them all.  They are like an addiction. Not that its planned or that they mean to be I dont think. … Continue reading Poisonous People →

do you ever just sit back and wonder where it all went wrong?  it used to be good in the beginning.  you know it was.  it was great actually.  at least thats how it seems now.  but was it ever really great?  or was it doomed from the beginning?  and you were just too blinded … Continue reading the decomposition …. →

The people in this town take anyone with any good in them, anyone who can be used and manipulated and destroy any trace of humanity and use them up before they even have a chance to breathe or realize what happened. I think some never even do realize it happened. I just can’t take anymore … Continue reading This Town … →

Cuz that's how my brain works. Always has. And it's SO MUCH AND SO HARD to feel and deal with. It's the reason I couldn't just cut ties and leave him with nothing when I first left. ***I can't handle how people will feel and hurt*** So the next time you are about to question … Continue reading If you ever wonder… →

From where I stand I feel that there’s really only hope and love. Mainly, I guess, hope that there is enough love. My circle couldn’t get much smaller and I love those in it in a way and with a level of loyalty that most people’s minds can’t comprehend. Well, they could if they would … Continue reading Hope and Love →