It's my biggest issue. For fear of Rejection; Or could be the paranoia, From the schizoaffective disorder. Along with the bipolar. No reason to trust; When they all leave, or seem To judge. But then that's also my brain Fucking up. I don't talk about it much. If at all. No one cares, or understands. … Continue reading Trust
Mirror, oh Mirror Show me everything You see. Show me everything I could be. Show me the truth We both seek. Mirror, my mirror Show me my soul Guide me tonight Remind me I'm whole. With or without Young or old Remind me Of love. Dont let me Be cold. Mirror, oh sweet mirror The … Continue reading Mirror
Eyes wide open I stare, Tho sleep Has me snared. In a warzone Of fear. Nightmares Live here. ~~~~~ Amplified versions Of reality swear, I'm awake, I'm awake. But it's too late. I'm caught in That fearscape. Once again, Everynight. Sweet lullabies Turn to screams And silent cries. Its here true fear Lies. Awake unable … Continue reading Nightmares
I let fear win, Relating to my heart And my own indecision. Never again.
Well here we go, promise I'm not too drunk to flow. Seems to help though. As i'm not sure why I'm rhyming yo. How do I tell you I was confused, abused, and delusional. How do I explain my brain ain't quite the same. I'm a bit more deranged than I claim, but crazy's always … Continue reading Feelin’
I write to you, in one of the many ways I can. So let me tell you this story of a not so far away land. A parallel life existence, where everything's switched and different. Not like "Alice" though cause this shit ain't fiction. But before I get too far off track I had to … Continue reading DREAMS
I broke my own heart; Not being honest. With the way I felt, about You.