its all just a ruse
i’m back, wildin’ out in my room
leopard spotted and downtrodden
i’m somewhere i can place these words and be forgotten
what of myself? i’m just a liar
i’m wicked and righteous,
polar opposites
i have no attraction, i’m going to fight this
resistance is futile…
i’m back to the remedy again,
and all alone
i deserve better
im terrible and awful
sometimes my mind is analogous to that of the devil
the devil is not real; i am the devil
nevermind the confusion,
we make it through to the future
i’m just a little tired, haven’t we all felt that before?
wishfully thinking i can do this
keep trying, don’t forget this
don’t forget me, the one your leaving behind,
it will cost heavily, to carry me with you
i can do this, i can do this
you can do this, you can do this
the future will be new, every rung is exciting
it will be worth it, i promise
your leaving the nether, go on upwards
the time you spent there will not be forgotten
dont forget me, dont forget me
when your happy and in solace
for i am the one who brought you there
and what i made you carry on your adventure –
i am sorry for the burdens of what i have done
