Found…

Kinda;
Sorta lost.
I’m;
In debt,
To the cost.
But;
I swear this,
To the cross,
This be;
The last time,
Me & lost,
Cross paths.
……
All my life,
I’ve been tryna’,
Collect the pieces,
To this;
Unsolvable puzzle.
All my life,
I’ve been tryna’,
Find my way through,
To the otherside,
Of this unmoved rubble.
All my life,
I’ve been tryna’,
Keep my ass outta,
Trouble;
But instead I,
Just keep making,
It double.
Brain spaced out,
Like a space shuttle.
Mind onna manic,
Anxiety inna panic,
Feelin’ frantic,
&;
Excessively disgruntled.
There’s no rebuttal,
For hurtful feelings shared,
Quit tryna’ be so subtle,
Just tell me the truth.
I’m tired of,
Everyone’s sorry excuse.
Maybe one day I can,
Free myself from,
Their reckless abuse.
Too often I get,
Fruit punched like juice,
Too often I get,
Stretched to lengths obtuse.
I wanna get loose like masseuse,
Raise the white flag & call a truce.
Make like mobile,
Cause’; I could use a boost.
Filled with venom like,
I was bitten by brown recluse.
Decayed from the inside,
Yet still alive,
Poison pumping through,
My veins with hyperdrive,
Or;
So I’ve deduced.
Lend me your rope,
&;
I’ll fashion a noose,
Lend me your patience,
&;
I’ll syphon your youth.
……
Tell me;
What I’m looking for,
Can be found…
Tell me;
The ones who claim,
To love me,
Will still be around.
Tell me;
This long & winding,
Journey; Will bring me,
To somewhere safe & sound.
They say;
What’s lost must eventually,
Be found; Well…
I’ve been lost for a minute,
So if there’s a way,
Please just tell me how.



Tell me;
What I’m looking for,
Can be found…
Tell me;
The ones who claim,
To love me,
Will still be around.
Tell me;
This long & winding,
Journey; Will bring me,
To somewhere safe & sound.
They say;
What’s lost must eventually,
Be found; Well…
I’ve been lost for a minute,
So if there’s a way,
Please just tell me how.

Been lost,
But;
Tryna’ locate.
Been lost,
But;
I found my fate.
Been lost,
But;
My path creates.
Been lost,
But;
Time shall wait.
Been lost,
Outside of space,
With no place.
Blank face; Eyes fade,
Steps re-traced;
Thoughts scribbled,
& then erased.
I lost myself for a bit,
On my;
Pursuit of escape.
Truth shifts it’s shape,
When;
Revealed by snakes,
Slithering their way,
Through shades,
Blacker than the plague.
Yeah; Yeah;
I know my context is vague,
Yeah; Yeah;
I know my delivery is a bit late.
Yeah; Yeah;
I know failure is written,
Within;
My genetic trait,
Perfectly imperfect,
For;
Hell… So why the wait?
My deeper emotions,
Begin to dissipate,
Disintegrate, my mind,
Ultimately incubates,
As thoughts inseminate.
Perhaps;
I have yet to find myself,
But; That’s okay,
Let’s go ahead & celebrate.
……
I hope you,
Find me,
Before I’m gone,
For good.
I hope you,
Find me,
Before I’m gone,
For good.
Stay away,
Hmm…
You probably,
Should.
But…
I hope you,
Find me,
Before I’m gone,
For good.

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