Trust//Fall…

Trust…

How can I,
Trust u?
How can I,
Love u?
How can I…
How can I…



How can I,
Trust u?
How can I,
Love u?
How can I…
How can I…



Patience;
Is a lit fuse,
My heart,
They always,
Choose;
To misuse,
Boo hoo…
Chasin’;
Blue’s clues,
Avoiding;
Social cue’s.
Lonerism,
Set on cruise,
Maybe;
A little alone time,
Was past due.
Oh well;
What else I got,
Left to lose?
After all I lost,
The only love I,
Thought;
Could be true.
……
Hmm…
How am I expected,
To trust?
No one can take relationships,
Serious anymore,
Everyone just succumbs,
To their lust.
I sit here in disgust,
Watching as hearts break,
All around me,
As I pondered whether,
Or not;
If I should just give up.
One could chalk it down,
To terrible luck,
But all these disappointments,
Got my confidence stuck.
Passing upon judgement,
Like hockey pucks,
Heart turned cold & icy,
To the touch,
With liquid nitrogen,
Shooting;
Through my veins like,
An arctic rush.
Using my trust issues,
As a crutch,
A cast for protection.
The only thing that can,
Change my mind now,
Is an exception.
Doing whatever it takes,
To avoid another rejection.
Love sick & dying of,
A deadly infection.
Won’t ever be who,
I used to be, I’ve;
Severed that connection.
I’d rather dream,
Than let myself bleed,
Lemme stay in this,
Inception.
……
Torn between,
Hope & hate.
Torn between,
Love & late.
Torn between,
Time & date.
Torn between,
Soul & mate.
Behavior set,
To a defensive,
Mind state.
I’ve got baggage,
Who could,
Really help carry,
That weight?
Maybe the love well,
Has hit a dry spell,
&;
Sealed my fate,
But I can still pray,
For the will to change.




Fall…

If you wanna trust,
Then you’ve gotta fall.
If you wanna love,
Then you’ll need chips,
&;
You’ve got to bet them all.
I know past lovers have,
Driven you up the wall but,
Perhaps;
You haven’t picked up,
Your soulmate’s distress call.
Perhaps;
You haven’t picked up,
Your soulmate’s distress call,
At least not yet.
Hold tight cause’ trust,
Ain’t nothin’ to sweat.
……
It’s easy;
To give up on love,
Cause’ let’s be honest,
Love is hard.
You could have,
A whole deck of hearts,
&;
Still draw the wrong card.
With the soul of a bard,
Diggin’ through piles,
Of glass shards,
Just;
Tryna’ find a reflection,
Of yourself.
Dwelling on past emotions,
Let those memories melt,
Tired of the same damn pain,
Always felt.
Well lemme tell ya,
There’s plenty of fish,
Still in the sea,
About 7 billion honestly.
You just happened to find,
A couple that was sleezy,
With illusive intentions,
In mind.
Story of your life inna bind,
Written in braile cause’,
You’ve been livin’ life blind.
Somehow it seems,
That you attract the worst kinds.
That’s okay though,
Because you get to leave,
Them behind,
& keep looking forward.
Drop those memories,
Inna box;
Made of cardboard.
Stashed in the basement,
Cause’ cluttered thoughts,
Bring chaos & disorder.
It’s permanently damaging,
To your head;
If you withhold trauma,
Like a hoarder,
Consciousness atta quarter.
Think there’s no hope?
Well;
Just remember that I,
Am your biggest supporter,
Even when your patience,
Grows shorter,
Just remember that,
A beautiful beginning,
Is at the border.
……
If you wanna trust,
Then you’ve gotta fall.
If you wanna love,
Then you’ll need chips,
&;
You’ve got to bet them all.
I know past lovers have,
Driven you up the wall but,
Perhaps;
You haven’t picked up,
Your soulmate’s distress call.
Perhaps;
You haven’t picked up,
Your soulmate’s distress call,
At least not yet.
Hold tight cause’ trust,
Ain’t nothin’ to sweat.

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