Cinderblock…

Eyelids…
I;
Peel them back__.
Eyelids…
I;
Peel them back__.
I wanna see…
I;
Wanna see all of that__.
I wanna believe…
I;
Wanna believe all of that__.
……
With;
Concrete feet,
I sink;
To the bottom.
Put me;
Out my misery,
Thinkin’;
That they got em’,
But;
I’m still alive.
I’m too complicated,
To die; This I couldn’t lie.
I’m on an endless train,
Waiting to arrive,
Not a single stop in sight.
Starin’ through the sky,
Just wondering why,
We can’t;
Give ourselves a try,
A chance to comply?
Why do we cease to fly?
Perhaps this is why,
The angels cry,
Someone get the,
4 ply.
Hung high & dry,
I need to rest,
Cause’;
My third eye’s blind.
Maybe I’ve left,
My faith way behind,
Enemy lines,
Spreading pieces,
Of myself to find,
Whenever I’m,
Inna bind.
Hmm…
Let’s rewind…
Let’s rewind…
To better times,
Way;
Before I lost,
My mind…
Way;
Before I lost,
My soul…
Did I dig this hole?
Did I lose control?
Did I? (Noo…)
Did I? (Idk…)
Did I? (Ohh…)
Well maybe,
I did.
……
Throw me off the deep end,
I’ve been; I’ve been sinkin’,
Nahh; I ain’t been sleepin’ well.
Throw me off the deep end,
I’ve been; I’ve been sinkin’,
Nahh; I ain’t been sleepin’ well.
Throw me off the deep end,
I’ve been; I’ve been sinkin’,
Nahh; I ain’t been sleepin’ well.

With the weight,
Of;
A million pounds,
Pulling me,
Into depths unseen.
I was carried away,
By streams,
Towards an ocean,
Of broken dreams,
&;
Terrible things.
Shouting;
Silent screams,
To fill the;
Empty scenes,
Between; Reality,
&;
The running ravine.
Stitches;
Untethering seams,
Dissecting answers to,
Justify my means.
Guess I spilled the beans,
On some important shit.
Perhaps;
I ordered express ship,
On some imported bliss.
Sometimes;
What you want is,
Hit or miss,
It’s whichever will,
Benefit you best,
In the end.
If you’re gonna,
Waste time then,
Make sure,
That it’s worth,
The spend.
Loving;
What you have,
Is always better,
Than;
Playing pretend.
Learning to swim,
Is always better,
Than;
Drowning,
In the deep end.
So kick off,
The cinder blocks,
&;
Set sail for the,
Equinox.
……
All this weight,
It…
Drags me down__.
All this weight,
It…
Drags me down__.
All this weight,
It…
Drags me down__.
All this weight,
It…



Feels like,
I’m…
Wearing cinderblocks__.
Drowning underwater,
In my…
Overflowing thoughts__.
My stomach in knots,
I…
Get tied up inna,
Twisted paradox__.
Ooo…
Time never stops__,
But somehow,
I…
Defy that plot__.
Ooo…
Time never stops__,
But somehow,
I…
Defy that plot__.

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