goAWAY…

I got;
No time to give,
Go away.
I got;
No fucks to share,
Go away.
Took what we had,
&
Threw away…
Trash digging hands,
Nahh;
You can get away.
I ain’t dealing wit’ it,
Today; Okay?
Gothefuckawayplease.
Thx byee.
……
You don’t,
Deserve this love,
You wanted,
All the above but,
Just like OJ,
I guess the glove,
Don’t fit.
Which means,
Your word,
Don’t mean shit.
Baby always lit,
With;
A tightly knit wit.
I mean;
I’ll hit the blunt for ya,
But,
That’s about it.
If;
It involves you,
Then I want,
No part.
Somehow,
I’m still alive,
With;
A dead heart.
Because I met you,
My life has been,
A tragic art.
I tried;
To power off,
&;
Restart,
But;
That didn’t,
Get me that far.
I was by your side,
Like On-Star,
But;
Now I’m kicking you,
Out the damn car.
Hmm…
I hope you don’t hit,
The pavement too hard.

Why are you here?
Why are you even near?
Uhmm…
I thought I made this clear,
Well…
Damn… This was my fear.
Heart pierced by,
The spear;
Jamming my gears.
This is the ache,
I’ve been dwelling on,
For years.
Toxic masculinity,
Got me fightin’,
Back tears;
Pourin’ up like cheers!
Damn;
How could I let you,
Fuck with my head?
How could I let you,
Fuck with my bread?
Take my words,
&;
Twist what I said.
I suffer a broken heart,
With no meds,
Fuck; My peace been,
Laid to rest.
Feels like 10 bullets,
To the chest, no vest.
Got;
No patience to invest,
With emotions repressed,
Cause’;
They’re made of feeling’s,
That I’m not ready to digest.
……
I’m tired of the…
Same old highs,
I’m tired of the…
Same old lies,
Told;
Low & behold,
Before my eyes.
Unveiled,
No disguise to hide.
Spectacles sealed,
&;
Mind opened wide.
I’ve learned,
That you weren’t,
The safest place,
To confide.
Unfortunately,
That’s not what I,
Had replied.
Go against my morals?
Nahh;
That I cannot abide.
Nahh;
I cannot let,
The bullshit slide,
Not;
With this much pride.
Not;
With this much pride…



I just want you to,
Go away…
I just want you to,
Get the fuck outta,
My face…
I just want you to,
Go away…
Just go; Just go,
Just please,
Fucking go away…
Okay!?!?

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