Innocence Lost.

Innocence Lost. (with Amelia, Jigha, & Explicit)

– (Explicit)
What the fuck is innocence?
Mine died,
A long fuckin’ time ago.
What the fuck is innocence?
Is there;
Anything good left to know?
I said;
What the fuck is innocence,
Mine died,
A long fuckin’ time ago.
What the fuck is innocence,
Hmm…
Guess I’ll never know,
Never know…
……
…… (Jigha)
Innocent lost, walking empty soul!
Broken; posh!, empty bows to faulty goals.
Where is my loss;
Only how we need to know!
What the fuck is innocence?
For I never knew.
Only brought hurt.
After innocence left.
When you grow up alone;
Where is the loss?
Ill never know.
Whom can save my empty haunted forgotten…
Innocent, no, I was dead from the beginning.
Never was innocent.
Just broken from many.
What the fuck have I kept.
Since innocence left…
……
…… (Amelia)
We thought we had the world,
Thought we’d have it all.
Having dreams so large,
Didn’t think that we could fall.
With innocence gone,
Realization dawned.
Without purity in our hearts,
Hope and faith are a lost cause.



We thought we had the world,
Thought we’d have it all.
Having dreams so large,
Didn’t think that we could fall.
With innocence gone,
Realization dawned.
Without purity in our hearts,
Hope and faith are a lost cause.


When life was bright,
Not a trace of gray.
Youth filled laughter,
Damn near everyday.
Not a trace of rain,
Daydreams reigned.
Oh what naive,
Innocent claims.
Thoughts so pure,
Didnt know;
The wicked games,
That were played.
By ones with,
Power &/or fame.
I loved hard & freely,
Unaware of;
The possibility of pain.
Never considered,
My innocence would be claimed,
Twisted, & rearranged,
Exchanged for just a taste.
Of the many sins that corrupted,
This once beautiful place.
Eyes bright;
Now fading into the voided oblivion.
Guarded & wary;
Turnt to cold, darkened obsidian.
A heart like ice, cracked & frigid,
Wary of others,
Relying on paranoia & suspicion.
With innocence lost,
We can turn quite viscous.
With a craving for something,
Twisted & malicious.
Vindictive; From our own,
Free willed decisions.
Now let’s redirect,
This quite vivid mental image.
Goodbye innocence,
For it’s you I’m really missing.

— (Explicit)
They say innocent,
Until’ proven guilty.
Well… Then I guess,
They don’t know,
The foundation that,
Built me.
Grew up from the dirt &,
They say I’m filthy,
Emotions on the ground,
But;
Did you ever wonder,
Who spilt me?
Missing pieces of myself,
&;
It kills me,
But the void fills me.
My train of thought,
Gets;
Shipped like Cargo.
Empty nothingness,
All by my;
Lonesome in sorrow.
Been;
Tryna’ buy time with,
No credit to borrow.
Innocence is gone,
Perhaps I’ll catch,
It on the morrow.
Perhaps;
I’ve been carved,
Thin & hollow.
Sweating bullets,
It;
Gets hard to swallow.
Sad like a willow,
That;
Weeps & wallows.
Just when I think I’m,
Laps ahead,
I;
Catch whiplash,
Inna;
Wrecked Monte Carlo,
Getting smoked like,
A Marlboro red.
Fuck it I’ve already,
Been dreaming,
From the deathbed.
Possibly;
Got a haunted head,
Subconscious onna thread.
Constant state of dread.
Sunlight or blood,
Which will be the first,
To shed?
Perhaps;
I’m all talk like Ted,
Don’t you know,
The truth can be found,
On the deep web?
Just try not to catch a virus,
Cause’;
There ain’t no meds for this.
With my innocence lost,
I may never find,
My way to eternal bliss.
Floating on my back,
Through;
This endless abyss,
To find;
Recovery once again,
That’s my one & only wish.
Hmm…
But I ain’t find that yet,
So; Go Fish.
……
……
My return;
To innocence lost,
That’s;
What eternity costs.
My return;
To innocence lost,
Is;
What pinned me,
To the cross.
My return;
To innocence lost,
Chilling tales,
As told by Robert Frost.
My return;
To innocence lost,
Perhaps it’s hidden,
Within the moss,
Or maybe;
It’s just fuckin’ lost,
Never too be found,
Again.

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