Vicarious…

Amidst the flight,
Through skies,
Ocean blue;
And crystal white,
I feel the flames ignite.
My ideology,
Of what’s contrite,
Slips my sight,
So I take a new life,
Deep;
In the dead of night.
Yeah; That’s right.

Pisces;
Aquarius,
I’m both,
Reflective,
And;
Vicarious.
Delirious,
To the;
Mysterious,
Bipolar opposites,
Make my moods,
Both;
The saddest and,
The cheeriest,
Why so serious?
Tell me;
You hearin’ this?
You feelin’ me?
Let me show you,
What’s concealing me,
And the vices I use,
That I think are healing me,
But they only hurt.
Honestly I’m just praying,
That they work.
My mind ain’t,
Somewhere to lurk.
Soul;
They wanna murk,
Do it with a smirk.
Nice guy;
I ain’t no jerk,
In fact I believe,
This heart’s a perk.
The pain feels,
So much worse,
When drive;
Is stuck in reverse.
Progression inert,
Depression inserts,
It’s nose within,
Natural born sinners.
Tryin’ to be the winner,
Warm up the winter,
Make money like a printer.
Well past done but,
Still pink in the center.
Never owned my soul,
I’m just a renter,
Searching this world,
For adventure,
Despite my expenditure.
Would you;
Give it all up for,
Another chance?
Can you let go,
Of the nevers & cants?
Will you seize opportunity,
Or let it slip,
Within a glance?
You talkin’ about it,
But you never advance.
Speaking with those,
Hypocrite views,
Seeking excuses to abuse,
Creating dramatic news,
With a finger to accuse.
Are you a person,
With everything to lose?
Well;
What about your soul?
What about your spirit?
A lot on your mind,
And;
You just can’t clear it,
So instead you fear it.
Applause for no reason,
Everyone loves to cheer it.

Wanna see;
From a brand new,
Perspective.
Diving back into,
The conscious,
Collective.
So guarded these days,
Everyone’s so protective.
Good thing I’ve made,
Psychology my elective.
Understand others,
With a respective take,
Is the objective.
Memories a bit selective,
Technique not quite,
Perfected.
Resurrected my method,
Could care less if I’m,
Accepted;
Cause’ at least,
I know that I kept it,
Cool, calm, & collected.
No one cares what,
The mess did,
No one cares about,
The message,
Only care enough,
To keep;
They’re name blessid,
But won’t display,
The guts to confess it.
Seriously;
How you can change,
Without the ability to admit?
We must evolve as humans,
That’s literally it.
Gotta get off our bullshit,
And commit;
Our lives to putting out,
The flames lit by,
Our very own pit of lies,
Personal hells,
Separate us from,
Heaven in the skies.
Or;
Perhaps this life,
Is heaven in disguise?
Time flies;
When you’re looking,
With unfocused eyes.
Forgive your enemies,
Life is so much better,
Without despise.

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