Distraught…

Lately;
I’ve been a bit,
Distraught.
Within my skin,
Seems life found,
It’s sweet spot.
Damn;
How’d I let myself,
Get caught?
Been stuck here,
Feelin’;
My bones rot.
Chakras;
In a bind like,
Blood clot,
Drownin’ within,
My thought.
But;
Like it or not,
I’m still gonna,
Give it all I got,
Whether;
It’s a little or,
A lot; Just know,
I still fought.
Priceless;
Won’t let myself,
Be bought.

Been out of focus,
Not;
Quite myself lately.
I sure do miss,
This previous me,
Greatly.
Demons attempt,
To excavate me,
Pure soul just,
Trying;
To remain faithfully,
Innocent;
Thankfully my mind’s,
Intellect; Keeps me,
Well equipped,
Sometimes it’s good,
To rip the script,
Break the mold of,
Life;
The world iridescent.
Temptation,
Keep me content,
Been;
Paying my rent,
Instead of saying,
Screw your consent.
Trust me;
I don’t forget,
This memory is,
Wet cement.
Don’t come around here,
With that half assed repent.
Make me feel your extent,
Deliver it with sentiment,
Like;
You actually give a damn,
About this mortal man,
Doing the very best he can,
Only got these two hands,
And;
Can’t juggle everyone’s,
Opinions; Demands.
Don’t you understand,
That the master plan,
Is to escape the land,
Of contraband?
Free my spirit from,
The glass of sand.
Reality;
Crazy in the,
Y2 grand.
Lower end,
Of the spectrum,
But;
Look how far,
The ego spanned.
Some really live it,
Some live a sham,
Some live nightmares,
That slowly;
Got out of hand,
Deeper in the wildfire,
The flames fanned.

Been;
Lost for days,
In a daze.
The things,
That used to,
Amaze;
Don’t even phase.
In my head,
The scenarios replay,
As I pick them apart,
To find;
The psychology,
Of my ways,
That is;
If I can find my way,
Through this haze.
Madness;
It’s coming in waves,
Cutting me to pieces,
Like industrial lathes.
I lit the fire,
So in it I must,
At least bathe.
The only way out,
Is through,
I must confront,
To be saved.
To feel something real,
That’s all that I’ve craved.
I mean;
How can I complain,
When I’m only walking,
On the path that,
I paved?
You can make it out,
You just gotta be brave,
Believe, breathe, & behave.
Live like you can trade,
Bad karma;
For something of,
A better grade.
Shine bright,
Take off the lampshade,
Expose your strength,
Never let your soul fade.

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